I Could Do (A Lot) More

I’ve been feeling like I’ve been skipping along doing little over the past few weeks. Sure, I’ve made these daily posts, writing in my journal (of which I’ll publish), and made a bit of forward motion with The Fountains, yet I’ve not gathered new pledges, I’ve not had many days that felt productive, and my bank accounts were low. I felt like I’ve been doing little.

As much as I don’t want to focus on the negative, I think there’s value in noting where I’m off and acknowledging it. I don’t want to ask for money, yet that’s what fundraising is, right? I like book sales, yet who’ll learn about my books unless I share and post about them? I want to be flush with cash, yet that means spending less and earning more.

In the past two weeks, I’ve done a couple of good things; I opened the conversation about my wage (and got a raise), verified my first audiobook, netted the first two sales, and kept up with most of my daily habits and activities. I’ve shown up for groups, I had another therapy session, and this Wednesday, I talk with other Patreon A-Club leaders on a day that I asked for the day off.

I am sllllooooowwwwwly making progress, yet it’s glacial! I feel like I should and can be doing so much more, yet I also feel like I’m just burning away cigarettes at home with little done or shown for accomplishments.

For this next week, it’s only three days of work, and I want to share the Audible link for Fragments of Intent. Please look up Fragments of Intent on Amazon if you see this post. I’d love for you to hear or read it.

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