A Fragment of Intent

The Chapter A Fragment of Intent from the book Fragments of Intent found on Amazon.

You closed the doors. This day is another for you to do what you do to grow, nurture, and develop. The idea of one ‘closing a chapter’ of their life is accurate. The impression I had, though, was to close the book on Natalie.

Be free! Be you!! Because you are the one to form and forge your fate!

Natalie, or rather the dream of her is closed. Thrive! Even if I think a decade or more of her was too much, it brought me forward and taught me many lessons. We overcome the hurdle of living explicitly for another without reciprocation.

Think of how you closed some other people out of your life. You chose to abide by your prerogatives, as have I; to learn, to love, to live, to thrive, and to create.

This book, even if not to reach the hands of the one for whom it started, can be read and kept to share our journey. I’ll continue writing, recording, and reciting, yet never give up on the chance to, as Mom said, err on the side of what is good.

Even if you now accept Natalie as being a false hope or dream, remember with this chapter and book that you helped me learn to look within. You know I don’t need Natalie the way I thought I had. At one point in my life, I felt I needed to meet Natalie to complete my life. I loved her, though now know I must be free by myself to abide. The fact is she impacted my heart through the decades before the birth of our child.

Write a new book, or track it as a life journal to share. You haven’t given up on the Glass House, you haven’t stopped writing or recording, and you’ve learned to give and share. Don’t allow yourself to put yourself into situations you wish not to be. Form your life with the will of God, who you are, and who you can be.

Each day, I ask you to renew your mind, connections, and spirit. Your soul is a good one, and you will carry on with life to further develop your heart. Do not have it chained. I write to remind you of a few things that you’ve yet to understand.

Your life is yours, and it includes many more than a few. You know that The QBlue Project is now meant to explain what you have formed. The goal is no longer to meet Natalie. The goal is to learn and develop and create for people and to earn, acquire, improve, and ensure you work well on your dreams.

What are your dreams? Your dreams may be to thrive and reach the point of seeing clearly that you need not have another to complete you; that you are whole on your own. The people you allow in your life should be ones that you want in your life, and be sure you honour them; be sure you love them. Be confident you will treasure them and help them be glad by forming a life that is right, noble, full, and pure.

Just like anyone else, there will ever only be one of you.

I thank you for being one to remember others and the lessons they and you teach. Although you reached out so many times to so many people, that too may have been the right idea. Be more conscious of what you want in your life. Choose what you will allow, and not allow. Remember that your choices will form the results you seek.

You learn.

You love.

You live.

You thrive.

You create.

Keep the sands of sleep deep in tears you shed. Note, forever, that by the entire contialis you’re led. You hold a heart that has a capacity way beyond your understanding, and it is for many more than a few, not just the one you selected.

I am a person who knows I haven’t figured out all the details, though I also know you hold the bold dream of not letting anything stop us from creating a life for which we love. I’m aware you may be afraid of not knowing what to do, though the things you’ll need to understand are kept for what you know and knew.